Dota has cruelly consumed me again. I've been like chionging it everything since Shawn lent me a disc. I realised I became noobier at this after like a 3 months hiatus. Thankfully the June holidays are around the corner or else I'll definitely lose control. Okay, maybe I'll still lose control during the June holidays but c'mon what else to do but play during the holidays. Gaming is my thing. I like it, I enjoy it and I'm definitely not stopping; but seriously it is affecting my grades. You can say that I'm very ashamed of this term's result. I learnt that in Secondary 3 there is no last minute work (as shown in above paragraph), instead theres only consistent hard work. I'm not going to give the excuse that ' I'm still adapting ' because I know last minute work is going to screw me up. I had my dad, mum and even teachers who tell me that. I'm also going not to say that I'm going to CHIONG my studies. Its not really realistic cause nobody does that (except certain people). Maybe I'll do badly next term, who knows? I'll give it a 'most likely' if you ask me whether I'll do well. I'm not arrogant or just trying to sound nice while dying, I'm just assuring myself whether I'm serious about this a not. Sad but true. The bottomline is that I screwed my SA1. How to describe that feeling? Err I'll just say 10% sad (I've a feeling that I'll screw it up) , regretful 50%, 20% 不服气 and 20% jealous.
Lets talk about Higher Chinese which I got last in class. Obviously something went wrong in Paper 2 because for Paper 1 I did quite well. Coincidentally, NP day was also on that day. I had to wear Full Uniform and take the paper. I stayed up until like 3am the previous night (I haven turned nocturnal yet) to prepare my uniform and learn 40 俗语 (See I told you last minute sucks). I was rushing the whole night till my Uniform was semi-crappy and I barely learn the 俗语 lar. At first I told myself that its okay to lose 20marks. When I started the paper, I dunno what the hell but drowsiness overcame me immediately. I lost all concentration and I was fighting an endless battle with my eye lids. I can't do my paper in that state! Seriously, once in that state I knew that its quite over. Major factor that contributed to my pathetic downfall in Chinese : Late sleep even though there is a second paper on that day. I was so confident that the coffee-chicken essence mixture was going to be my saviour. Screw that mixture cause the effect only lasted for 1 paper. I only 'woke up' about 1/2 hour before the end of paper. Funny to see a completely BLANK paper (which requires 2.5 hours to complete) when there is only 30 minutes left. What the hell I was doing for the past 1.5 hours? I don't know, probably still fighting with the eyelids or drooling over the MSU. Anyway, the point is that I screwed up HCL. Its my fault for taking it so easily. Now, we all know now how I screwed up this paper. I'm going to experiment a new concoction this holiday. NO MORE LAST MINUTE WORK
I bought the new Linkin Park CD. Lets call it the 'Great Journey For A Plain CD' day. I chiong-ed to HMV in City Hall wayy early in the morning expecting to obtain a CD. Lame. They weren't even open in the first place. I was too eager. Fine, I waited till it opened. No stock yet, I laughed uncontrollably and went out of HMV close to tears. They had so many posters advertising for the CD! What the heck happen to ' GET IT FIRST THING ON 14 MAY ' ? How bout just f*ck off and change your name to HWLTJ - How We Lied To Jermaine. I waited for that CD ever since I heard Collision Course and I went all the to City Hall just to receive crap? I was running late anyway I needed to rush to a friend's birthday party at Punggol. I didn't stay there for long because I needed to go VivoCity for POP planning. Clement made some impressive paper leaves for Ryuk. Joking, I know you spent alot of effort on making those leaves and no doubt you deserve to be Chairman. Waited for Tee Yong at the MRT for quite a while but he did a no-show. While waiting for him, I wouldn't say I didn't benefit anything. My perspective on the elderly was changed all thanks to that lady. The 60+ old ah ma was dressed like a 16 year old. I know you surely don't get it just by reading but its extremely hard to describe how she looked. Just imagine LaoZhaBo in Misa ( from Death Note) clothings. Watever lah but she just looked plain FUGLY. It creeped me out totally seriously. I have nothing against the 'hippy- hoppy' elderly but seriously thats wayyyy extreme. Fine, you can stay hip to a certain extent but you do not follow them completely. How about just stay young at heart by getting a heart transplant or something. You do not turn EMO too (Thats something I have not and don't wish to see ). Dressing in black and white and wearing long stockings make you look like an escaped clown criminal that time-transported from the 70's. Do not attempt wrist cutting because seriously YOU'll DIE. Because of old age and certain dieseases like diabetes, your wounds don't recover as soon as the emo teens. Before u even get a scar you'll most probably be in your grave already. I'm most certain that I'll stick to how my generation will dress in my old age. Its just not right in my opinion. Back to the search for my Linkin Park's CD. We were suppose to go from VivoCity back to YuXun's (mentioned you! XD) place which was in Punngol. Okay I came from Punggol now after a long journey from HarbourFront, you expect me to go all the way back. What the hell I go to Vivo for? Just to leave my footmarks there isssit? Okay, my CD is still waiting. Lets skip the whole boring chunky journey details, instead lets jump straight to at Yu Xun's place. I'm not sure or anything but from what I see, I can infer that he has two apartments and its quite new. Didn't know that he is kinda of the gaming type. POP is btw, going quite well (from what I see). Poor Leslie getting all stressed up as OIC. Gotta give him credit for all his efforts. We did a little planning and guess what? I'm Light Yagami! A Light Yagami that looks like Fiona Xie. No worries, I'm not really affected by the results. We left and I headed straight to Compass Point. Sembawang the greatest CD shop on Earth actually sells the CD. Wow... spent another $18.90. Yay got the CD after a long, tired but weird day. That concludes my journey. After I went home, all hell broke loose. Its once again my fault again(I'm serious) and I'm probably going to go apologise after finishing this entry.Unforgetable night I spent outside, I couldn't sleep at all. Now I know why all the Banglas sleep in the morning because its like MoS or Zouk at my void deck at night. All Banglas party till near dawn. I was too rude. I need anger management. Temporary solution: Count to 10 whenever someone pisses me off
The Linkin Park CD. Minutes to Midnight. I wouldn't say I'm very satisfied with it neither would I say that its really good. Average. Its like Linkin Park was emo-fied and lost all their energies. In the first four songs, I hear the old Linkin Park with a slight emo theme but in the rest of the songs it was quite disappointing. Its all gone really slow and it kinda sound like U2. Err I'm okay with the change but I definitely prefer the old Linkin Park. When I heard their first single I was confident the album would be really nice. I'm okay with U2 ( seriously). Linkin Boy, Fall Out Park, My Chemical Park and of course Upark is however weird. I'm still okay with it. I'm still a fan.
Of course, Manchester United won the Premier League. Pesky Chelsea going down. Jose can go f*ck off. Although Champion League hopes are gone, but there are still FA Cup. Chelsea have too much money to spare sia. Paying players who can even compare to Watford's players, millions per week. Jose only know how to buy players who have big names but when it comes to skill, I dun think so. Yeah next season is going to be very exciting with Manchester United again winning the league title again. I hope they buy players that can actually help the team soar to greater heights unlike Chelsea.
Oh ya my fking earphones are spoilt man. I bought me a new one at Best Denki. Its Creative Brand. It looks average but costs a huge alarming amount of $49.90. Its a joke man! Seriously not worth the money if based on appearance and quality. We celebrated Mother's Day at some posh chinese restaurent at Taka. The dinner was so-so cuz I'm not really into Chinese food. Western is much classy and delicious compared to Chinese cusine. Mashed potatoes and sirloin steak or steamed fish and stewed pork, I rather choose the first one. It appeals to me greatly. I bought the gift like 1 week before mother's day itself. I bought a nice poseur, seems-expensive-but-actually-not present necklace at Bugis. Previous years I would get this over with by making a simple effortless card. Yeah I'm getting more mature by the year XD
Announced the Hierachy today. Quite disappointed cause I'm not in the EXCO. I gotta get past this hurdle if not I'm screwed for life :( . I'm campcraft spec. Sounds nice but its actually below all the 'dua tows'. Indeed cannot be blamed lah because I started to show interest in NPCC only this year. By right I should be content with my current status because I deserve it. Clement is the Chairman while Yu Xun is the Vice. They sacrified much more than me so I can't argue with the facts presented. Their three year hard work have been paid off, so congrats lor. Many people are quite unhappy, its bound to happen every year. I hope that we can solve it internally among our squad. POP coming this Friday which means we're taking over! POP is so well planned all thanks to Leslie who put in immense effort to organise this event. From what I see, POP is going to be a success. I'm a Secondary 1 NCO, mini-consolation. =.=
F*CKED UP WEIRD! I look like who!??!?
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