I never been so discouraged in my life. screw this. I studied alot for physics. I can't believe I still failed. I really did studied. Suddenly it just came down crashing on me that my concepts are all completely wrong. One moment I was saying Thermal Physics was easy and the next thing I knew was that I failed Physics. It was not that I didn't study at all. I just feel very discouraged now.

I don't want to drop my pures. For now I just want to fully concentrate on my studies. I'm putting gaming, magic and all other stuff on hold for now. Suddenly it feels like everything has turned their backs on me. How I failed in studies, how I failed in NPCC, how I failed as a NCO, how I failed as a friend, how I failed in my religious life and how I failed as a brother and son. Focus all on studies now. Putting blogging on hold too. Its been one year since I blogged. I shall just take a break for now. A indefinite one. I lost all interest in everything else. so sad..