My future is on the verge of a substandard possibility.


I'm going to work my ass off for this one. Not without feeling strained. Not without being stretched. I'm not letting this one go down without testing my limits. Hell, I want it.


Whenever any of my friends get into a relationship, the question of whether our friendship would be able to withstand the blow if relationship ever affects our friendship. I know for a fact, some would crumble.


Look at what u did to me.


You blew us off at the last minute when u had to go out on a date
You forgot about our bro traditions
Somehow, we're always talking about your bgr problems and nothing else.
You pms when guess who pms-es
You somehow drag me in


You know my views on relationships. I know its unfair for me to impose my brosoverhoes mindset unto all of you right now. I'm at a different stage of life where what I want and what I need is probably slightly different from yours. And when I eventually break hold, I know I'll probably disapprove of my future self.

I guess all I really want to say is, despite all of this we're still tight. Because I ignore your advices and do stupid things to myself on so so so many times (I cannot emphasise this enough) and I guess its part of our youthful nature. I too, have stabbed you countless and have taken you a looney ride on so many occasions. Why are we bros? Perhaps its because that we are able to shit on each other 1000 times and yet still be able to laugh about it over tau huay donuts or frog legs the next moment.


Thank you for regarding me as family.