I find myself struggling with loving people especially when they are antagonistic towards my ‘faith’. And in this modern world, that’s very easy to find, subtly and overtly. Furthermore even within the community of my faith, there are so many hypocrites like myself. Religion is like a bitter pill that I find hard to swallow right now because – I am unhappy. I am simply unhappy. I am upset that I am a sunday Christian just so that I am able to maintain order within the communities that I live in. I am not saying this to glorify myself or even to make it seem like a nobel effort. If anything, it has made me deeply unhappy for as long as I can remember. 


The silent facade is deafening.