My Ipod Nano is still at large. Still wondering who is that person who took away my love. I'm seriously very upset. Hmm $300+ flown out of my window. No more holding of anymore CNY parties or gatherings.


Saturday was quite a busy day for me. Reached Yuying at 6.30am to meet Clement. He was supposed to help me polish my boots but typical me just had to forget to bring cloth. Well, he could have just settled for tissue right? Tissue work wonders for polishing of boots (It worked for me :D ). Yeeping and gang played the piano in the canteen while i was sitting at a corner dozing off. Its also typical of me recently, to be found very sleepy and tired. After running back home to change my beret crest, the bus arrived soon after. Skipping to after the whole training in HQ cuz the whole thing is so repetitive (Example: Me sitting at the grandstand watching the rest of them marching in parade, trained together with the reserves, eating horrible food, laughing at people who pretend sick and "dropped dead" during the rehersal etc). Most of them decided to come to my place after training. They chiong my home to:

1. See YeePing and Leslie play the piano
2. Play with a giant blue ball
3. Take a photo of us in No.1 Uniform (we didn't anyway)
4. Play Fifa on the 360.

Most of them left early and just leaving me and Leslie alone in the house. He happens to be the first my NP squadmate to actually score a goal in that game. I'm so proud of his achievement. He also didn't stay for long so I played Fifa for a lil while and watching a lil South Park before falling asleep unknowingly at 5pm. I finally experienced of what they say by "dropping dead", I was watching a episode of South Park and before I knew it, it was already 8am in the morning. Weird, I never slept 15 hours in my life before. Maybe it was to compensate the loss of sleep for the whole damn week. The weirdest thing was that my Mom claimed that I ordered Sirloin Steak for my dinner when I was asleep. I swear I had no memory of it.

I went to Church. Had bible study. My bible teacher went a bit emotional towards the lesson. I don't know why, maybe because of some of the rowdy acts commited by us? I seriously don't know. Yeah planning to go Parkway to cut my hair but before that we had to eat lunch. Don't know why but I was particularly really picky on that day. Went around the area near Parkway to search for restaurants and stalls that interest me. Hmm this was what I had:

• Shepard's Pie from Pie Factory
• Chocolate Cake from Pie Factory
• Chicken Rice

Cut my hair at Team Salon. She washed my hair. Wow I like the service there. She washed my hair and shampoo-ed them. I'm impressed. My fringe was short enough, my hair was not very spiky and my back was definitely not touching my collar. My Mom was apparently very unhappy about my hairstyle. I'm scolded at at a cafe in public. That was it man, I shouted at her, labeled her as "retarded" and "ignorant". She said that I lacked respect. What exactly is respect? I know shouting at parents and labelling them with crude remarks is definitely not respecting them. Do they have the right to tell me I'm wrong when I use the word "stupid" when they themselves also use it on me. I don't know but I feel that its wrong. Shouldn't adults or rather parents be model examples? I'm pissed so are they. I'm partially filled with regret. Respect? I don't think I have most of it and I'm lacking it. I have a temper problem too, knowing about my Mom's personality I shouldn't have exploded then. Is it part of growing up? Is the rebellious me going to be permanent? Or it is just puberty? I'm going through a rough patch now. Do you know who suffers the most from the quarrels? Its my innocent W850i Sony Erricson Walkman Phone. We're both suffering. The phone's going rusty from lack of usage and my social life is suffering without it. The ipod nano was taken away from me painfully and now my phone?! What's this?! Argh..

Went tuition today and met my very first racist. Indian racist. Whatever that goes wrong, he accuses the Indians. Like if someone's bus broke down, first thing he'll say is that whether the driver is Indian a not. The tuition teacher had a bad facial, he'll say that the one who gave a facial was an Indian. Wow I'm greatly amused. Is he just trying to be funny or what? Everybody gets entertained for sure with his racist jokes and retarded self. Feel sorta pissed

Avril Lavinge getting chio-er by the day. I remember I always used to tell Yu Xiu that Avril Lavinge looks like a zombie but in her latest music video....WOW....yeah man..sorry for the wrong judgement. Too bad shes married now...oh well life is full of regret.