Sad. Its my fault. I'm irresponsible. I screw up like everytime. ATC, NPDP and now. I'm just really f*cked and depressed. I'm dead anyway tomorrow. R.I.P

Studied with Shawn at Mac's today. Missed all the chio-bu-s. Bad luck as always :(
Was in the middle of a 9 yr old's Bday party at Mac's. Screaming and shouting pissed me off. Hot and freezing temperature also pissed me off. Joked about the NOSE and played LAN. ZZ still depressed..