I know the past few posts were all entirely about the big Os.

Certain things I can't say it out loud in real life I would just dump it all here. This is my dumping ground. Usually I take setbacks with ease. I don't go emotional and sad like these few days. Its not I didn't tried. I did. I don't know what went wrong. It just did.

On the surface, I may look fine and alright but its actually not. I'm still feeling very very sore. Everyones seemingly got over it already. I don't know why but I'm still thinking about it 24/7. What if.